Turning darkness into light
When you stop smoking weed
after ritually using it for years
your mind freaks out
fogginess turns into clarity
you cant zone out anymore.
you see everything.
shit comes up
receptors searching for its lost compounds
try to focus, but you cant.
the only thing you can do
is try and occupy yourself by being productive
so this what normal sober people do huh?
I run for 10 minutes which feels like 30
do 30 lunges back and forth
pull ups, squats
my body is thanking me
for sweating the darkness out.
The past two weeks have been an emotional hell
everyday gets better though
as my darkness fades away to light.
